Although I’m Not

Although I’m Not,
traveling through space,
Wormholes,
Whatever types of dimensions,
Still..
I’m writing about my day to day experience,
Based on the level of what I can explain,
based on the level I understand,
of what I experience,

Although I’m Not,
Traveling anywhere new,
That I feel I’d view,
As,
“amazing”,
Still..
I’m continuing,
examining my continuous,
contemporary,
daily,
experiencing,

Although I’m Not,
Doing advanced technical research,
Still..
I continue to internally search,
To find and express what I believe will be helpful to share,
For myself especially,
to remember how to appreciatively be more aware,
Wherever,

Although I’m Not,
Writing about struggles that are “typical”,
Still..
Sharing what I have learned,
Resulting from,
my experiences that are “atypical”,
due to being “atypical”, Might still be to at least some..
Including those who are and/or have always been,
“typical”,
(As I hope..),
Valuable?

Although I’m Not,
some typical person,
Who pulled themselves out of poverty,
Or desperate,
high-crime dangerous,
paranoid society, Still.. I’ve had,
and I’m still having,
My own atypical experiences,
That I feel,
are worth sharing,
Since,
To me,
And especially as for my experience(s) in relation to others,
there seems to be,
various unique forms of suffering,
That are crucial for healing,

Although I’m Not,
Reasonably certain what the future holds for me,
Still..
I can still remember and practice,
What I know,
and view,
as best,
For responding to,
Even unexpected,
Painful adversity,

Although I’m Not,
Writing this post figuratively descriptively,
Still..
I’m trying to sound meaningful,
In the way I write..
how I presently understand,
my ongoing,
Past,
present,
and predictable,
Atypical,
painful struggles..,

Although I’m Not,
Clear of obsessive compulsive irrational forces,
Still..
I’m focusing most of my attention,
the best I presently can,
in my most practical,
Present,
Short,
Middle,
and longer term direction

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