Every.. Day..

Every day,
In whatever level of predictable to unpredictable way,
No team spirit,
And bad energy comes my way,

On worse than typical days,
I struggle to NOT react in life-threatening ways..
Maybe that’s hyperbole?
But honestly..
The bad energy just gets me..

And although I got my second write up for being late,
The lack of morale,
The lack of support to make what’s hard,
At least a little less hard.. I sometimes,
Just,
Freakin..
hate..

It’s a challenge,
For me,
Not being able to change,
The aggression, negativity,
Whatever levels and forms of bad energy,
Which I,
encounter..

Every..

Day..