Never Good Enough

Maybe my posts are “not good”,
Or.. “Not good enough”,

?

Yet,
As for saying,
writing,
Or expressing myself,
“clear enough”,
It never feels to be “enough”,

Sometimes I accept this feeling enough,
Other times it feels painfully rough,

My feelings and awareness will,
(Seemingly),
Always change,

So whatever I prefer to say,
Or rephrase differently,
Or more clearly,

May always change,

Regardless of how expected,

Or unexpectedly..

Even if anyone barely reads this..
At least I’m trying my best as I see fit,
In the physical form I’m in,
That of course,
Manifested from this energy of existence