Do NOT know

Does “learning the hard way”?
Really SUFFICIENTLY teach me the lessons I must learn?

Does “learning the hard way”?
Make me clear?
Or shut me down?
..,
And/or damage my confidence,
While keeping me shut down,
In painful,
Delusional,
Insecure,
FEAR?

Ohhh..,
Even if they say they do..,
Will they ever hear?
Will enough..,
Really,
Become..
Clear..?

Ohhhh,
I want to..,
Yet just,
Do NOT know..,

Ohhhhh

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