I guess(?) I feel:
peaceful inner vibrations,
Through legal recreational self-medication,
Even though once again..,
It costs me,
Additional inner destruction,
Yup..,
I had another terrible hangover,
Yet I’m back at it,
Succumbed to another readily available temptation,
Largely,
To block out fear,
Resulting from previous honesty,
Who else will turn against me collectively..?
Who else will threaten me..?
Who else will use their highly developed awareness brutally against me..?
Yes,
I feel there’s only so much others can do,
And they’ve done a lot,
And from others,
I also feel to have put up with a lot,
Huhhhhhhhhhh
Zach Dana Writing 