I presently feel that:
Even though certain diverse friend groups who oppose other diverse friend groups may powerfully influence me to manifest a certain way before they add to my accumulated social rejection on some other day,
Even though my innate and developed present ability to courageously handle horrific stress,
Might just be cowardly FAR “less”..(?),
Even though to several of those who truly care for me,
While expecting nothing in return from me,
I just may largely UNintentionally add stress towards UNfairly..(?),
Even though the worst sides of me,
Might be what several more deeply remember and see..(?),
Even though,
There may be several valid opposing points of view and interpreted “factual” passed down records of history..(?),
Even though there may have been various certain forms of brutal suffering on all sides..(?),
Infinitely beyond what infinite “brilliant” words can describe,
Suffering beyond what any forms of “profound” historic expressions, re-enactments and/or cinematic depictions can re-enact, express and/or cinematically depict..(?),
Suffering that more individually and/or collectively “properly” cultivated REAL inner loving kindness could have to some greater degree prevented..(?),
Even if me wanting to share this is coming off more as insatiable attention seeking “narcissism”..,
Well..,
As I try to sustain,
And keep living for doing my best part,
To help in the best ways I feel I uniquely can,
I want to thank,
Those who died,
Among all who came before me,
Including who may still be alive in whichever similar and different sentient forms today,
Who helped pave the way,
Of all I have to be grateful for,
To this day,
And of course,
Happy Memorial Day 🇺🇸
Zach Dana Writing 