For one I feel that,
In order to understand what I’m attempting to communicate,
May you read the whole thing..,
Thanks again!!
How else will forces of ego craft identities to divide those at the bottom of the hierarchy..?
What new rules in the games will those on top create..?
To divide those at the bottom through tribal hate..?
How else must I fake positivity..?
What else must I feel blamed for to take out on another autistic with a different physical appearance..?
How else will those forces of EGO brainwash us..(?),
How else will they individually and/or collectively prevent us,
From relating..?
Will people really understand what I’m saying..?
Or is this just “embarrassing”?
Shit..,
All this depressing conflicting political “facts” just seems to keep worsening..,
Shit..,
Did I even properly explain that..(?),
Yet,
Of course,
The powerful force,
Will prevent me,
From climbing the hierarchy,
There was,
That one series of pictures,
Of that ONE time,
I was at that rooftop bar,
That may cause others to ASSUME..,
“Hey look.. another privileged white boy”,
While ignoring IF ever openly realizing,
Experiences of bullying,
Being labeled and excluded,
That those on top,
May conveniently,
Label as my “chemically imbalanced victim mentality”,
As they save up,
For another convenient fun rooftop socially exclusive get together in Miami,
Ohh shit..,
As for what I post,
Those on top can use it to fool those on the bottom,
Maybe those on TOP can turn what I said into a pun!!?
“Oh how fun!”,
Oh yes their NON-autistic witty awareness,
Will always remain,
As,
THE MAN,
And if I show up UNinvited,
Maybe their fear and judgment,
May just decide,
To conveniently,
Bust my ass,
Then toss me,
Over the roof,
They’ll always view me as the goof
Zach Dana Writing 