Double Standards

I presently would say that I feel that:

In some way I feel I’m also struggling,
Even if it’s far less mainstream,
Even if my job title and physical appearance just..,
Does not make it as obvious..,

I may try as hard yet still have a lower stress tolerance..(?),

Not saying anyone “owes” me anything,
Yet,
Even if others are in charge of more,
Well,
Maybe they can tolerate more pain,
Yet maybe they’ll pretend that they have more of an excuse to publicly express anger,

And,
However realistic or UNrealistic,
Here is an example:

Manager #1: Fuck!!

Everyone continues working..

Manager #1: God fucking dammit!!

Everyone continues working..

Manager #1: Ahhhhhhh FUCK!!!!!

Everyone continues working..

Package Handler: Fuck!!

Another manager walks around the corner..

Manager #2: Was that you!?

Package Handler: Yes..

Manager #2: What the fuck!?

Package Handler: It’s whatever..

Manager #2: If you do that we’ll think you hurt yourself. So don’t be yelling if you’re not hurt because if you yell and actually get hurt we won’t come help you since we’ll assume that you’re just getting angry.

Package Handler: Well why don’t you confront Jared!?

Manager #2: Because Jared has a more stressful job than you. He also looks out for everyone in this whole warehouse facility. Jared makes sure they get paid. He deals with district managers, moves around trucks from van line to van line.. look.., all you do is scan and unload boxes..

Package Handler: Well has Jared had autism since age 5!?

Manager #2: Stop with this victimhood and focus on what to do now in order to develop better self-control. That’s where your attention must remain focused if you truly want to feel better.

Package Handler: And it’ll help me feel less weighted if I received less constant advice. Maybe a reminder to fucking notice my breath would be helpful so I can clear more of this inner “victimhood” stress so I don’t “cry wolf” as it blasts out of me!?

Manager #2: We’re not obligated to be your therapist!! We’re just here to address protocol, including ensuring yours and others safety!! Keep it up and you’re fired.

Package Handler: Huhhhh..

Manager #1: Shit!! Fucking SHIT!!!