Harmless Incivility

If I’m interpreting this sufficiently correctly..(?),
My perceptions presently fear immensely,
That:

Aside from whatever it could presently be,
even the rarest and slightest NON-harmful examples of INcivility,
may just be powerfully impulsively blown (unconsciously and nefariously) out of proportion,
by whichever culturally dominant institution(s) trying to justify abusive control over someone as socially awkward as how I feel to view myself frequently,

And (for example) if I turn to a culturally “different” so-called “like-minded” community..,
Well,
Those in authority,
Might also be in their own “individual” way(s),
Just as dangerous..,

Oh yes,
In addition to doing whatever I morally presently see as necessary to increasingly access and sustain clear survival awareness..,
I still often feel to worry,
Of my truly HARMLESS degrees and forms of what many of those around me may likely regard as “INcivility”,
Being brutally brilliantly manipulated against me,
By their (whichever more powerful and believable (yet impulsively sadistic)) form(s) of (and/or positions in whichever) hierarchy,

And well,
As any forms and degrees of fear inevitably pass through me,
May I still try my best,
To be more,
(For myself among whichever others),
Reasonably and considerately,
Equanimous,
Peaceful and orderly