Hierarchical System(s) of Abuse

Hypothetically:

I’d say,
(For example),
If parents are being exploited and/or under more pressure than they’re presently able to handle,
From those however above,
Below and/or associated with them because of whatever,
And if the parents additionally carry accumulated degrees of physical/sensory/emotionally traumatized dysregulated internal baggage,
And have a child (or however many offspring) that they’re NOT prepared to raise,
They may UNcontrollably abuse that child,
Causing the child to do the same to other children,
Causing the child to get accused of bullying (and (therefore) more abused),
Causing any victim(s) of the child’s bullying to do the same to perceivably more vulnerable children and/or sentient beings because of learned social behavior,
So,
This whole hypothetical social/political/economic system,
I’d therefore regard as,
A system of abuse,
(And/or intertwined hierarchical systems of abuse (with decision makers at the top system of the lower and lower interdependent systems..)..),
That seeks to punish (and/or bully),
And results in perpetually greater punishment (and/or bullying) in response,

Instead of following,
Any foundational,
Viable,
Internal sensory/emotional/physical healing practice(s),

And for a start,
To keep trying to do my part,
I try to NOT take on more stress that I presently deeply feel UNable to handle (so I do NOT dangerously lose control),
while INSTEAD,
trying to continue with whichever viable stress reduction practice(s),
That I presently trust,
In order to increasingly help me handle myself and/or “carry more weight” for myself and/or whichever others may depend on me to fulfill that,

And well,
Speaking from my own accumulated personal experiences,
Punishment did NOT help me “find the light”,
Yet instead debilitated me in more fright,
So I also try to share what I hope to be helpful through certain stuff (such as this) that I write,
And yes,
Maybe my punished insecure ego might be trying to feel better for itself by trying to “beautifully” rhythmically piece together what I write,
Of course I may obsess over these rhymes..,
Okay okay..,
I think (and/or hope) the points to remember for myself and/or whoever presently cares are clear enough,

So yes,
Once again,
Punishment did NOT make me more “tough”,
It did NOT help me “wake up”,
It made me more shut down,
And emotionally/physically, sensory and I guess cognitively messed up and more vulnerable to being forced a treatment that ultimately makes stuff worse..,
So (also) may those in power remember to question their orders and/or beliefs they force onto those more vulnerable..,

May our struggle be LESS damaging and more rewarding,
And as always,

Thanks for reading!

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