Didn’t know what to Title This

Speaking from as far as I can presently see in myself (Abstractly Speaking): Instead of addressing chemicals, it’s like our internal temptations might have us watching a film about it, instead of digging deep within, to actually heal it. As for working together, why are we just so ready to “quit”!? Yes, I also fear being manipulated by inauthentic kindness, and well, I don’t know what else I’m just.. “not allowed to do”, speaking figuratively, literally, what ever those above may just require of me, of course, as for the bigger picture, they’ll get the better view, while others just, “can’t figure out what the fuck is wrong!!?”, as all try to venture on. And then.., the forces of evil, may dig deep within me, to use my past assumptions recklessly.., I have no idea to speak how I feel presently.., quite honestly.