Expected Pace

(Genre: Creative Writing)

For the peace and safety of myself and others,
My perceptions feel a need to ask myself that:

“What are my perceptions carrying within this physical life energy form I’m presently manifesting in?”,
Accumulated perceptions of meanness from others?
Accumulated perceptions of feeling socially excluded?
Resulting in feeling more deeply isolated?
Adding to a snowball effect of internal anger that’ll more likely publically verbally blast out at the next sentient individual(s) who my present perceptions tell me; “provoked me deliberately”?

Are my perceptions there to help me?
Or are they now within me,
To make me additionally appear as “emotionally overstimulated” and out of control?
And therefore causing my choices and/or decisions to receive even MORE threats and/or rejections?

I guess there’s infinite forms,
Degrees,
And/or lessons to learn from our internal perceptions?

And I wish for more peaceful internal individual and collective inclusive advancing intentions,

And according to my present perceptions:

“We’re infinitely,
Inseparable,
To whichever degree and/or form,
Of solid and space,
And I’m still,
Trying,
To keep up,
At a fair and expected (and I think this rhyme is expected because it rhymes with “space”) which is therefore,
Pace”