Scattered Unawareness

UNorganized thought:

“What if I think that:
“If forces of exclusion perpetually threaten and strike fear into others to whichever form(s) and/or degree(s), the insecure ego may not give itself up as it fearfully climbs the hierarchy”,

And what if:
“I stay up philosophizing all night”,

Then:
“I would guess that my thinking will scatter all over the place, my physical health would fall apart, and my survival awareness would deteriorate to the point of relying on others who I may (unfortunately) have a deep distrust for. As, their team tries to figure out how to either, prevent me from hurting their group, OR.., healing the source of what went wrong..?”,

Unless:
“I can find a viable internal relaxation path while sufficiently proceeding along fair zones of comfort”,”,

More organized thought:

“The MORE I fear those I’m around, the MORE I’ll do whichever my presently externally influenced perceptions tell me is most fair for myself and others”.

CONCLUSION:

“More words does NOT always imply a greater force of intelligence”.

Deeper conclusion in my present opinion:

Forces of life manifest in mysterious forms of inseparableness, and that’s just another present personal guess..(?).

And if people arrogantly fail and don’t stop trying to correct me, then well, I hate to conclude that, my ego, might more likely, become its own, vengeful officer of corrections.., UNLESS I can find more internal peaceful intent that was made evident back when I was young.., but that peer pressure just.., sadly, happened to arrive.

Other idiot: “Hey! Are you referring to me!!?”

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