Now What..?

(Genre: Creative Fiction (I guess))

Healer: How have you been feeling..?

Client: I know I’m also presently bad at this, or.. okay never mind.. I guess(?) I presently feel that: If spiritual essence does NOT openly acknowledge someone’s’ inseparable sentient beingness, such as through quitting too easily on welcoming them into its exclusive company, then well, if we have NOT learned it’s secretive natural internal accumulated emotional trauma healing practices such as the most “precise” forms of “noticing” naturally flowing “internal” healing “starting with breathing”, well, if this “ultimate spiritual essence” does NOT share its’ so-called “enlightened” breath work precision and becomes so exclusively controlling, make sure that, this spiritual essence does NOT deprive OUR inclusive welcoming fresh air that tears our multi-spirit-being essense apart. May we avoid the force of fearful automatic violent chain reaction imbalanced dysfunction so we do NOT suffer additional side effects of fearfully forced medication, prescribed down the mountain top of those with similar internal desperation..? Well..? Now what..?

Healer: Now I know you don’t like advice, but how does this relate to you..?

Me: I’m manic again..

Healer: Okay, you’re safe, I know stuffs a mess out there, but right now, we’re here, yet I’ll ask you a question.. Do you trust me..?

Me: Yes.

Healer: Okay so can you describe a scenario in which you would feel unsafe..?

Me: Well, I know I have been rhyming a lot, yet I know it comes down to that..

Healer: In time we’ll emerge shielded out of this pointless dark frightening and unpredictable well.. so you’re manic again..?

Me: Yep.