When someone catches my attention,
They might distract what I need to focus on,
To keep up with the pace,
Maybe someone will call me a name,
Talk in a certain way,
In order to drag my emotions their way,
Honestly,
I can’t even tell what is going on,
Yet it feels as if I contributed to something wrong,
And I don’t even know what it is,
Yet who really does..?
I just show up,
Try to read,
Figure stuff out,
And then leave,
I’ll ask a polite question,
And then the answer will feel to create confusion within myself,
And what if I get a diagnosis that leads to more internal confusion..?
All because I was stressed out,
Trying to be considerate while staying safe from the overpopulation that I did not cause and can not stop,
I just don’t understand,
Yet who really does..?
And where..?
I just don’t know where my emotions will have so-called “leaders” guide me next..?
Like “what”!?
Zach Dana Writing 