(Request/Acknowledgement: Hi, if you’re a tech-savvy individual, and/or have presently held hands on control of the present development of computer algorithms, my present request is, to, NOT change this in a way that could add stress to myself in this.., Present moment.., as always, thanks again to the creators and workers who have the strength to keep WordPress.com going!),
Well..,
Thank you again,
For having the empathetic strength and patience required for teaching those such as myself,
Who’d overthink,
To the point,
Of perpetuating confusion..,
I’m sorry for being hard to deal with..,
This feels as a painful reminder that I feel a need to continue reminding myself..,
And..,
Even though I’ve been a more direct,
And straight to the point kid,
Well,
As for all the times I wasted practicing my hobby juggling..,
Which I’m again remembering..,
Is burdening more and more..,
F*ck..,
I understand and/or I’m painfully remembering that,
I could have been a better step son,
And I’m trying to redeem myself,
Which I find hard,
While perpetually assuming that,
All I have,
At any particular moments of time,
To whichever spiritually inseparable ongoing form(s) and extent(s) which (I guess..?) trace back to the past,
present and future infinitely..(!?),
Ahhhhh!!!!
I’ll try to rephrase this;
To..,
Whichever and/or however various teachings and footnotes that may have been translated and passed down and/or serve to irritate and/or provoke individuals apart through the selfish and inconsiderate repetition of sounds, smells, and/or whatever the avoidable fuck..,
Yeah..,
I apologize if reading this feels to NOT be making sufficient sense..,
I’m trying to fulfill my part with the mutually inclusive welcoming advancement of all us sentient beings by typing in this moment (as another one..),
So,
In addition to whatever and/or however any others..,
Yeah..,
I’m at another loss of words..,
No forced and/or overused apology will fix what happened to you..,
Yeah..,
I’m confused,
I’m angry,
And as for anyone who might want to say “you’re not allowed to be”,
while instantly walking away while providing zero welcoming guidance..,
I just want to exclaim while asking..,
Hence..,
The punctuation at the end;
Why did this have to happen!?
Why!!!?
Yep..,
As of this present moment..,
I just feel to be questioning and exclaiming,
In infinite directions that are infinitely expanding..,
May your service to me,
Stay with me,
Forever
Zach Dana Writing 