(Request: Please do NOT hack this.., and please do NOT take this personally..)
(Acknowledgement: Thanks for the readership support, and only read this if you want to.. Thanks!)
One reason and/or I guess (for example) is that (I feel that)..,
as for pertaining to why I feel tempted to overthink and/or parenthetically over explain when I write,
is because I still fear certain others stealing credit, and then trying to use it (“it” (in this context) being what I write and make public) to horrifyingly divide others,
such as by equating any group of people as any single,
double and/or multiple dialogue characters..,
And because of horrific history’s terrifying repetitive possibility..,
well..,
did I really “not need” to post this..(?),
And I guess aside from scattered and disorganized thinking..(?),
I really don’t know..(?),
in addition to (and/or aside from..!?) my perpetual hope for the perpetual decrease of suffering..,
and if that wasn’t explained clearly,
well,
I hope that it does NOT lead to any form and/or degree of torturing NOR killing!!
I guess..(?),
THEREFORE,
May all of us inclusively (if not start to..) keep aspiring in a morally correct direction,
which is I guess(?) what I’m trying to say in addition to conveying deep fears of which I WISH for others to HEAR while helping with the effort to continually try to avoid!!
And lastly I’ll say that,
the more I feel pressure to receive favors from several others (practically) at once,
the more I (sometimes and/or however often) fear those same others coming to torture me when they all realize the impossibility of me repaying all of them just perfectly..,
So yes,
I (therefore) am powerless against a sadistic group mentality,
And I (I’ll say it again..) hope to (obviously) NEVER become tortured!!
Thank you for reading!
And as always,
We keep continuing!!
Zach Dana Writing 