Even though you’re not with me,
At least you’re alive,
At least you appear happy,
Yeah I know I can never tell..,
Yet still,
Thanks again for wishing me well,
And even though I feel highly unwell,
I’ll keep my head up through the emotional hell,
You’re such an awesome woman,
I wish you the best,
And I wish for this pain to leave my chest..,
Damn..,
I wish I came across differently,
I wish I didn’t carry nor emanate that deep anxiety and insecurity,
Well,
At least you seem happy,
Yep..,
I’m still obsessed with you,
I hope that man you’re with has been and always remains nice to you,
Damn I fucking miss you!!
I still remember that karaoke night of March 17th 2017,
And I just completely didn’t expect what was to follow,
Oh the pain and sorrow!!
And even though I’d say this was expected,
I just still feel so devastated,
However,
I know I’ll feel better,
Even if I remember you for the rest of my life,
At least I haven’t NOR plan to give up on life,
Damn..,
I wish I had you in my life!!
And even though this again feels painful,
Well,
I’ll keep my head up,
Among any form and degree of struggle,
Ahhhh fuck I miss you!!
Yet I’ll keep going!!
I’ll keep going,
No matter how painful!!
Ahhhh!!
This feels hard..,
This really feels hard,
Yet as it often has previously,
I expect,
To feel better again,
Eventually
Zach Dana Writing 