Done

I don’t fucking know what to say other than today is another day,
Miserable in a new and unexpected way,

Yes I expect to feel better eventually,
Yet there’s always something additional that bothers me,

That makes the moment pointlessly more challenging than necessary,

And is overcoming every obstacle truly “necessary”?
Like how long do I truly “need” to challenge myself to be the “best version of myself”..(!?),

Sometimes overcoming stuff feels rewarding,
And yes,
Other times it has felt,
Very pointless and frustrating,

I’m like..,
Just so done with the bullshit..,
So done with all the setbacks that slow me down and/or throw me off track,

Yet as always,
I’ll just keep coming back