No longer Taking It

Now although I try not dangerously escalating shit,
Although I try avoiding acting in ways that worsen how I’m feeling already,

There still comes a point,
When I don’t want to keep taking it,

At some point,
I will stand up to it in the best attempt(s) as I see fit,

I’ve taken a lot,
Yet I can only take so much,

So at some point,
Whether that results in another overly emotional sleepless manic breaking point or not,

Well,
At some point I’m not going to keep taking it,

And will that result in receiving more of it..?
It might,
Because being a powerless person who stands up to power might push me down even deeper..?

Yet I’ll either peacefully surrender,
And/or die fighting any forms of power that add to a life of at some point I’d rather not be living,

Yes,
I’ll keep going,
Yet as for preferring to receive the respect I feel to deserve,
I just thought I’d say,
That there will come another day,
When I’ll act more truthful,
Confident and honest,
Regardless of what results in response