As I Continue

Speaking based on my understanding of how I have been feeling;

Counting my blessings hasn’t felt to instantly heal emotional pain (if at all instantly),

I know I have good health,
A place to live,
A job,
Nourishment..,

Yes..,
There have been times when I have more deeply appreciated what I’m blessed to have,

Yet..,
As of now,
I still feel..,
Very sad,

And this sadness has been making it hard for me to be there for others,
This sadness has been preventing me from accessing more of my potential,

And although I’m not deeply paranoid like I was recently,
This sadness is not what I prefer either,

(And aside from my belief of trying to appreciate more of the perpetual present moment..),
This sadness is still,
Obviously NOT the end result of what I decided to work for,

However,
I’ll continue,
To remain strong as I continue on,

Yep