Based on what my perceptions appear to be telling me, I feel a need to additionally try communicating that I feel that;
(For one, not to “blame others” for my hyper reactive social/emotional (and/or environmental) response tendencies.. HOWEVER..),
For example;
(Regardless of how much we may presently agree and/or disagree pertaining to whatever it is..),
People seem to have unique and unexpected (and other times painfully expected) ways of pissing me off,
Therefore,
I guess(?) that (for example) there’s always a new form and degree of what someone can do that’ll irritate,
painfully intimidate and/or infuriate me..,
Yet..,
I’ll keep noticing my breathing among other internal sensations,
to reduce chances of painfully losing myself in powerful forces of dysregulated (and/or deeply provoked) emotions,
As they continue to pass through me,
May I remain more and more peacefully on the shore as I witness the strong current(s) pass,
And may I keep (at least trying to) internally peacefully develop myself to (as a result) remain on a career and/or whichever path that’s more beneficial for myself including whoever else that could mutually depend on..(?),
Yep,
I’ll therefore continue on
(As always, thanks for reading!)
Zach Dana Writing 