(Disclaimer: Please do NOT hack this.. Please do NOT take this personally.. Thanks!),
Speaking for myself..,
And/or whoever can relate..,
Just..,
Stay safe from those sharpened perceptions,
Because..,
Welp..,
When they’ve been rejected,
And don’t realize how much you also have been..,
Their sharpened perceptions,
understandably,
Yet tragically,
Might turn against you,
!?
So I’d say (NOT to sound “facetious”..),
Yet I’d say.. or hope that,
We can remember,
To start again..,
“With the breath”,
While trying to get passed and through whatever it is,
While learning how to NOT brutally repeat what others worked so HARD to stop..!!
While ADVANCING along with LESS instant judgmental pain!!
I’m NOT kidding,
I also want there to be peace,
I really do,
Although my awkwardness might continue to present me in a certain way,
Although my awakened behavior might reduce chances of me surviving out in the “real” world less long..(!?),
I still have to be considerate,
And let go of MORE of this attention seeking neurodivergent victimhood divisive harmfulness,
Because how will antagonizing others help!?
How is competing with “who had it the worst” going to help us ALL safely and inclusively advance as we coexist..(!?),
And if I can’t keep my word,
Then I’m being,
Inconsiderate,
And the systems in place,
Won’t have a choice but to take care of it,
So if the extent you focus on your hobby is causing you to be a narcissistic scumbag,
Maybe try learning a skill set that’s more essential..?
Because if not..,
What will (more likely) happen..?
It’ll fall apart,
And there will be no more free time for hobbies..,
Yeah,
I know it’s all easier said,
Yet don’t let scumbags get to your head,
Therefore,
Keep breathing,
And showing up,
Thanks again for reading this!
Zach Dana Writing 