Sometimes I’ve felt forced in certain environments,
Among seemingly mysterious yet possibly highly dangerous situations,
So if financial survival needs force me to work among others,
Who have situations out of their control,
Which include others who are dangerously out OF control (because (for example) of whatever environmentally/socially conditioned reasons)..,
It just might be harder for myself,
To fulfill what a powerful organized authority requires,
While already having so much attention deficit hyperactivity of which I’m still struggling to slow down,
In addition to still struggling with reducing generalized anxiety,
In addition to letting go of also being labeled as having “Asperger’s Syndrome”..,
And although if another feels however much the same and/or similar conditions are a “blessing”,
May that person also realize that (as in my belief) we pass through different environments with unique experiences that,
(To whichever ongoing form(s) and extent(s)..),
Affect our internal awareness that externally manifests as choices (and/or decisions),
Of which (for example) can become heavily publicly displayed as changing and rearranging personal records,
which forces of civilized judgment will be forced to continue to receive and handle as they see as necessary,
As we continue to pass through this physical sentient life form,
(Which is in my presently held opinion..),
Inseparable from all other forms,
And no matter how hopeless it all truly is,
I guess(?) it can still recreate for the better,
As for everyone involved on whichever perpetual,
forcing,
giving and receiving ends
Zach Dana Writing 