Of course if other egos racing along a similar track sense that I easily emotionally react..,
Of course they’ll therefore try to hurtfully provoke me off track,
Maybe others (working for others) will try to convince those who care for me to buy the “help” they claim to offer..?
Maybe they’ll keep calling back as they talk about me in the third person..?
“But you’re saying he’s been doing this for years right? We’re offering to help him”..,
Oh sure..,
Sure.. sure.. sure..,
Welp..,
As for how in control of my emotions I am,
They just might utilize,
To push me off track to the point of me laying there,
Dying..,
I often assume there to be just..,
so much hierarchical lying..,
Man..,
Why won’t more sentient individuals use their more powerful perceptions for good!!?
I mean like ya it’s “the ego” but just..,
Come on man!!
Like instead of sharpening perceptions to help heal their own and others emotionally debilitating trauma,
It’s to additionally stab others..,
Just lend a freakin hand!!
Right..?
Ahh of course I can’t change others,
So may I remember that,
Because (in this case) the more I spend time trying to fix what pretends to be dangerous,
The more far back I remain on a more viable track..
Zach Dana Writing 