(Genre: Creative Writing/Being Expressive..(?))
Attempt #1: For example; The LESS someone receives invites, the MORE selfish that individual becomes because the MORE time they’re forced to spend by themselves.. like how much more obvious can that become!!? Or I guess..(?), if that individual is helping others ONLY to peer pressure those he helped to have (however many of) them pay him back later, then that’s also selfish.., and.., if parents have a child for the single purpose of the child to take care of the parents (or one of the parents) when either parent becomes older, then that’s selfish.. so I guess that it seems that in some way, it is impossible to not be at least somewhat selfish..!? Right..!?
Attempt #2: To any form and extent, how can what was said when heavily under the influence of alcohol, reflect what someone truly “means”, if that person is killing brain cells in the act..!? HOW!!? If emotions are subordinate to cognitive intelligence, then would it be ethical to judge someone based on what that individual said when heavily under the influence of alcohol? Assuming that the individual did NOT emotionally ACT on what he said (for example)..!? I don’t understand.., and if any of you truly want to help me, then please regard the larger context of what I am trying to say, because I do NOT intend harm to any individuals and I do NOT intend harm to any groups of people.. and if you understand, thanks!!
Attempt #3: IF, you are UNable to prove that I did anything WRONG, please do NOT attack me!! How much more clear can these requests be!!?
Attempt #4: I really feel that I don’t know as much of what is fair for me to understand, because I still spend too much time worrying while trying to get my self-sustaining needs together.. I don’t think anyone truly understands how hard it has felt while trying to build any forms of pain tolerance.. which is why I don’t trust any of those who want to punish me for what they can NOT even prove.., so what is the true state of the world..? What is it..!? Is it dangerous unconsciously growing forces of impulses that are hurting more and more sentient beings..? Does excessively lacking ability to alleviate sources of pain cause the pain to increase within itself and then erupt onto others..(?)
Attempt #5: How can others with more developed impulses safely and ethically help those who struggle more..(?).. How..!? Okay.. I’m done writing.. at least for now..
Zach Dana Writing 