Even if I become the next (infamous) internet star of a “Public Freakout” video,
At least I tried to put myself out there socially,
Even if I get triggered that leads to getting knocked out,
At least I tried getting myself out there socially,
Even if I receive far more bullying and if I unintentionally make far more people uncomfortable,
At least I tried,
Being more social,
Even if I encounter way more that feel to be straight up toxic for me..,
At least I tried to better myself socially,
Even if I wind up far worse as a result,
At least I tried to once again leave my comfort zone,
To put myself out there socially