Helpful Force

I feel that;

For example:
Within various social/interpersonal surroundings..,

Although I largely feel that it’s NOT fair of only myself to be expected to act (more) as a more mature,
peaceful and civilized adult than those far more financially successful than myself,

at least I can remember,
that I’m somewhat helping,
with stuff remaining (or increasing chances of becoming),
at least somewhat civilized and peaceful (through remaining civilized and/or peaceful myself),

And hopefully this makes me feel somewhat gratified by feeling that I’m (at least somewhat) of a helpful force