What they Prefer

Of course,
Any people wanting to control me,
Will want me to have “humility” by doing things their way,

They’ll want me to have “humility” by becoming exactly what they prefer,

They’ll say they “understand” while wanting me to attain the “humility” to follow their control,

They won’t directly say that..,
Yet,
It’ll probably be that..,

So yes,
I just can’t stop them from forcing their ways onto me,
So the more I accept that I can’t stop them,
Maybe the less painful resistance I’ll feel..?

Ahh..,
It’s felt hard..,
Feeling misunderstood even by several who claim to “understand”..,

Ahhh whatever..