Because people keep messing with me,
Because I struggle to not let it get to me,
I lose sleep,
And in order to get sleep,
I more likely will become stuck on medications,
That increase chances of diabetes,
(And worrying about taking medication to sleep that will increase chances of diabetes,
Will additionally increase chances of me not sleeping,
And taking a form of psychiatric medication that will (additionally) increase chances of myself getting diabetes..),
So if the people messing with me would therefore understand that they’re making it HARDER for me to NOT rely on medication that increases chances of getting diabetes all to remain “less sensitive”.. will they continue messing with me..?
Several actually might,
Because since “life is a game”,
They just will not care how badly I just might lose..,
Oh well,
Just gotta keep breathing,
And if I get diabetes,
(As a result of continual bad life choices and prescriptions used all to make me less emotionally sensitive and/or less reactive to those who love trying to get another reaction out of me..),
Well,
Hopefully breathing will help me additionally peacefully accept,
Any present forms of pain,
That I just,
Can’t change..
(Source: “The Body Keeps The Score” (Book), Year Published: 2014, Publisher: Penguin Books, Author: Bessel Van Der Kolk, Pages referenced: 37-38 (Evidently, these sources are in no particular standard citation format, however, I feel/hope this is clear enough. Thanks for reading!))
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