Speaking in general,
(And as I assume that),
When the unexpected threats of others,
result in more sleep deprived emotional overdrive,
How will my words cause others to misjudge myself?
When I’m manic and sleep deprived,
How will my tone of voice UNINTENTIONALLY push others away?
When I’m manic and sleep deprived,
Who truly wants to help?
And how do I avoid anyone who wishes to insatiably seduce while believing it to be “helpful”..?
So essentially,
I don’t feel I’ll ever truly “know”,
And all I can remind myself is as I would guess(?),
Is to continue noticing sensations within myself,
As I try giving more emotional trust,
To any number of others’ my perceptions tell me knows what they’re doing