(Genre: I guess that this can be considered a “poem”, I don’t even know..(!?)),
Yes,
I want to share,
A question which I now guess is that..,
That..,
If we’re in pain,
“Why on ‘Earth’ would any delusional force of pain beyond the words of what I feel I’m unfortunately ‘not allowed to say’ always feels to ‘have’ to ‘seek’ to ‘justify’ adding pain to anyone else!?”,
And..,
Although this might,
To a very large extent,
Feel to be an incredible “waste of a page”,
I just hope that these lines,
Line breaks,
Stanzas and Punctuations,
Among any forms of communication I attempt to share on this blog..,
More..,
Somehow clearly communicate another belief of mine which is,
The need to NOT insatiably believe that we “need” more and more “pain”,
For whichever form(s) of “improvement”,
Is,
Probably some other feeling,
Of which I’m essentially trying to remember communicating,
Here on this blog for my own safety..,
And I know I’m now paranoid again,
And although I guess that it’s for reasons I do not understand,
Well,
Can we please,
All at least try to,
In whichever ways we see as fit,
Feel less pain to REDUCE the desire to add it towards others,
Which of course also pertains to myself,
Thanks!
Zach Dana Writing 