For example;

I would like to share that I feel that;

the more stressed,
sleep deprived and emotionally volatile two people are,
the more likely they might snap at each other,
causing dangerous conflict to arise,

UNLESS they remember the importance of compassionate listening to REDUCE chances of attacking each other with emotionally dysregulated forces of hostile judgment,

And if avoidable conflict brutally escalates,
May it become a learning experience,
In order to prevent any similar and/or worse recurrences

Of course people will take advantage of my sincerity,
They’ll want to entertain themselves by watching me hilariously obey their stupidity..,

For example,
One may be like;
“Oh yo bro I bet he’d do it”,
While another is like,
“You right hahaha”,

And as I become messed with,
Those who are messing with me will deepen their bond socially,

And well,
In the best way I see fit,
There just might come a point,
When I no longer wish to continue feel on the receiving end of it

(Disclaimer: For mature audiences only.),
(Disclaimer: WARNING, to try to avoid heated political debates, the writing under here is intended to be a hypothetical scenario, regardless of any historical events that actually transpired..),
(Disclaimer: I am not responsible for the beliefs nor actions of anyone who may and/or may not decide to read this.)
(Disclaimer: Please do NOT take this personally! The names have been randomly selected.)
(If this feels to be too controversial then yeah I’ll take the post down..),
(Genre: I guess this is a short one part play..(?)),

The one and only Part 1:

Meanwhile, while trying to share a belief to friends and friends of friends at a social function..

Jared: I guess that big words can make easy stuff to understand appear far more complex than it really is. So hypothetically speaking, if the word “interest” means what someone pays a bank in addition to repaying a loan the person took out, let’s say that several people want to take out loans for their mortgage payments from one bank, and then if that bank were to then feel a need to sell all the loans in one “mortgage-backed security” to another bank. However, due to the seller’s firm belief in survival of the fittest, maybe the bank who sold the mortgage-backed securities to the other bank, would not tell the purchasing bank that in reality, the people (and (possibly) to their surprise as well) will actually be unable to repay the loans and therefore unable to pay interest (in addition to repaying their loans). So therefore the bank (who purchased the faulty mortgage-backed security(s)) would then go bankrupt (since the purchasing bank expected people to repay their loans and make money off of the additional interest payments).. So instead of having the one bank who profited off of selling the faulty mortgage-backed securities (to another bank) financially assist the bankrupt bank who purchased any amount of them, the federal government would then tax the people who did NOT create this mass bankruptcy, because (what if!?) the banks who created the problem helped the politicians become elected right..? So therefore, instead of the political lawmakers holding accountable those who assisted them to rise to power through campaign finance, the lawmakers would therefore tax those (with less intimidating power) who had nothing to do with the financial crisis to assist the bankrupt banks..

Fred: You are full of lies..

Tom: Yeah bro, you don’t even have any sources to back that up!!

Jared: Well if you watch the documentary “Inside Job” that Matt Damon—

Fred: Bahahahaha!! So Matt Damon knows what he’s talking about!? You crack me up bro..

Jared: He narrated it!!

Erik: He’ll probably claim Michael Moore is a “genius” next..

Jared: Yuh know wha—

Rob: You’re a dumbass..?

Luke: Bahahahahaha!!

Jared: Okay why don’t you read this article from The Intercept!!

Person #1 shows Person #2 the article..

Fred: Bro, you didn’t even read this..

Jared: Well it’ll still talk about what I’m trying to say..

Anthony: Jared, you’re fighting for the right side, you just don’t know how to fight. These guys are killing you man..

Bob: Jared’s a liberal nut!

Jared: This has NOTHING to do with being “right” or “left”.. I’m neither!! And regardless of history, all I was talking about was a possibility, yet you guys are making me into some kind of political “enemy” in response to me trying to share some innocent belief I have!

Fred: It’s not innocent if you’re spreading misinformation!!

Jared: Man fuck off.. I was just trying to make conversation, yet I’ll shut my mouth again..

Tom: Good. Please do that.

Jared and Tom get into a fight, then the police and EMTs arrive, and Jared is taken to the emergency room as Tom is taken to the police station..

(Source: Schwarz, John, and Ryan Grim. “The Bigger Short.” The Intercept, 20 Apr. 2021, theintercept.com/2021/04/20/wall-street-cmbs-dollar-general-ladder-capital/. (https://www.calvin.edu/library/knightcite/index.php))

Even if what I’m trying to say appears as incorrect and/or “misinformation”,
please still have understanding and compassion,

because those forms of peaceful energy,
may be the most deeply essential,
to help heal any forms and levels of painful dysfunction..(!?),

Right..?

(Re-posted)

(Disclaimer: For mature audiences only.),
(Disclaimer: I am not responsible for the actions NOR opinions of those who may and/or may not decide to read this.),
(Disclaimer: Please do NOT take this personally, as always, the names have been randomly selected.),

The one and only, Part 1:

Meanwhile, while having a political discussion at a bar..

Karl: Their making money off of producing weapons used to hurt, torture, maim and kill people!!
Greg: No!! They’re for self-defense!
Karl: How about investing in making peace!?
Greg: Well.. that’s been tried over and over again, but no one would listen..
Mitch: Yeah bro you weren’t there.. so shut your mouth.
Karl: True, I wasn’t there, and I’m going to stay out of problems that I didn’t cause!
Greg: Chill!!
Karl: Let’s just stop talking, there’s always going to be another political issue that we can waste our lives infinitely debating about.. that’ll eventually cause us to realize how much of our lives we wasted!
Greg: Dude no, these issues matter!
Karl: I’m NOT saying they “don’t” it’s just.. bahhhh!!
Mitch: What!?
Karl: Never mind!!
Mitch: What..?
Karl: We’re just wasting time talking instead of doing anything! And no one listens to me anyway so how am I obligated to help out then!?
Greg: I don’t fucking know..!? Just show up and vote and donate to whoever your misguided heart desires..?
Karl: Oh that’s it!!
Bouncer: Hey!!

A bouncer jumps in the middle of what almost becomes a fight of Karl against Greg and Mitch, and then Greg, Mitch and Karl become kicked out of the bar..

(Disclaimer: For mature audiences only.),
(Disclaimer: I am not responsible for the actions and/or beliefs of any who may and/or may not decide to read this.),
(Disclaimer: Please do not take this personally, the names have been randomly selected.),

The One and Only, Part 1:

Meanwhile, while walking home from the bar to their studio apartment late at night, three friends continue their political debate, with two teaming up against one with opposing viewpoints..

Jeremy: Dude, there’s no guarantee that it’ll only live once!
Edwin: Well if you’re wrong and chose to abort it then you would have taken away it’s one chance of life!!
Don: Okay will what if the woman giving birth was raped..?
Edwin: So adopt it!?
Jeremy: What if no one does and what if it winds up in an abusive foster care home!?
Edwin: Well.. “what if!?”.
Don: Yeah man, you can’t be focusing on the worst case scenarios!
Jeremy: Okay well if it’s aborted when microscopic, can it feel pain..?
Edwin: You think it’s microscopic after a few weeks!?
Jeremy: I never said that! I’m talking idealistically.
Don: We know you’re a narcissistic idealist.
Jeremy: Oh fuck off!!
Edwin: Don’t tell me to fuck off!!

And then, Jeremy attacks Edwin, while Edwin then defends himself with Don’s help, which results in Jeremy becoming mortally injured and then laying on the ground while dying by himself as others rob him to purchase money for drugs..

(Disclaimer: For mature audiences only.),
(Disclaimer: I am not responsible for the actions and/or beliefs of any who may and/or may not decide to read this.),
(Disclaimer: Please do not take this personally, the names have been randomly selected.),
(Genre: A short one part play..(?)),

The one and only Part 1:

Terry: Dude if you were working at the front desk of a bank and if someone showed up with a load of cash would you allow them to open an account..?
Matt: If they appeared to be threatening and dangerous then probably..
Aiden: Dude no! Then you might be giving power to a drug gang!
Matt: Man, I can’t control the actions of others! I can’t just “know where and how anyone attains the money they do”, all I can do is what I’ve been trained for, which in that case would be my job!
Aiden: Wow bro.. way to not allow evil to get by with its actions..
Matt: Oh please.. like I could stop it.
Terry: But you can!

Matt shakes his head in hopeless apathetic powerless frustration as he drinks..

So (for example) if it’s true that “everyone feels like an outsider”..,
well,
is it really to the same level of severity as I feel it presently..!?

And for example,
if it’s “true” that “everyone struggles”..,
Does it feel as painful as the pain I feel to carry presently..!?

I guess you may excuse and/or ignore my “victim mentality”,
yet essentially,
I’m awaiting rising above this present misery,

Ahhhhhhhhh!!

Thanks for reading,
And as usual,
We keep going

Although it could be worse,
I don’t wish anyone to be feeling the way I’m feeling,

Although it could be worse,
Most experiences I’ve had,
I would never have preferred,

Although I fear it becoming worse,
At least it’s not there yet,
And of course,
Hopefully it does not become,
That much worse

Yeah so (for example) I feel a need to remind myself again that,
It is impossible to write down every single time someone made me feel bad and/or triggered some painful feeling within myself,

So once again,
May I remind myself to not put pressure on myself to get to everything so I therefore feel less pressure and less held back by internal tension,

Ahhh!!

I guess I’ll just focus on the expanding and contracting of my chest while noticing the internal tension instead of adding tension by trying to force it out..(?),

And even if what I tried to say is not exactly correct nor enough,
For one,
Whatever I write can always improve,
And since I can’t write everything,
May I instead slow down and apply more clear and peaceful focus,
Which of course I’d guess would guarantee a greater likelihood of writing on a higher level,

I just have to stay more aware in the moment,
While feeling thrown off by less internal pressure and/or overwhelming bullshit,

I hope I at least somewhat clearly described that,

Regardless,
Thanks again for reading!