(Disclaimer: I am NOT responsible for the actions of anyone who may and/or may NOT read this..)
(Genre: A very short play)

The one and only, Part 1:

Person #1: Dude.. you literally just did the same thing again that you previously apologized for!!
Person #2: I can’t help it!!
Person #3: Yes you can!!
Person #2: Fuck you!!
Person #4: Shut your mouth!!
Person #2: Oh that’s it!!

And then, a shooting occurs..

Please do NOT aspire to become a BAD example who claims to act bad in order to “teach” others what “not to act as” because (if I had to guess..(?)) that’ll perpetuate dangerous insatiable attention seeking narcissism..!?

I’d rather NOT feel pressured to take favors from anyone who will brag about his/her/their success in return.. And not having power while being under the control of whoever I’m forced to be around hopefully feels less painful.. oh well..

Because of the frequent past occurrences of people forming dangerous exclusive groups manifesting in horrific action(s) beyond the most emotional sets of words possible..,
I now do NOT want to get a book published..,

Because I’m just not wanting to keep feeling paranoid,

Yet what does make me annoyed,
Are fears of jealousy preventing me from doing my part to help make life and/or keep parts of life beautiful through (in this case) writing stuff..,

Because if everyone was too afraid to think and express themselves critically by sharing writing publically,
What will be there to read!!?

Crazy.. right!!?

Once again,
I’m sorry for being repetitive,
However,
When inevitable environmental experience attacks me in similar ways as it did previously,
I may act in ways,
Quite similarly,

Such as repeating similar ideas that I feel a need to be emphasized and remembered

Yeah..,
I guess that the more we say the same word over and over again,
The less value it has..(!?),

In more concise words,
The more I repeat the same word,
The less impact it has,

Right..?

That title doesn’t seem too creative right..?
I get it..,

Yet right now since I’m close to 1,000 posts,
I guess that..(?),

You know what..(?),

never mind,

I’ll now try NOT to allow the obsessive force to continue scattering my thoughts..,

Therefore I must keep breathing..,

Inhale..,
Ahhhhhhhh..,
That tension feels to be reducing,
Resulting in,
Facilitating,
More organized thinking,

Yes,

Ahhhhhhhh

Okay here comes more catharsis:

Ahhh!!
Which forces of temptation are still navigating my internal capability that shapes my choices of sincere action on the surface!!

Stop fucking with me!!

No.. I..
Okay never mind..

Too often I feel that;

The more I receive instructions at once,
The less I can think clearly because my intentions will feel to scatter in several directions,
Also leading to an increase of fear,
As for whoever’s expectations I fail to follow,
Hence,
Others inevitably becoming mad at me,
Can be painful to swallow.. right..?

Oh no..,
I’m close to 1,000 posts here on WordPress.com,
So,
Here comes the obsessive compulsive posting that values number of posts over quality..,

And as always it could be worse..,
Obviously