Is it NOT true that the MORE someone becomes socially excluded to the point of spending the time that he/she/they could have used to develop social skills, instead uses that time watching animation on various screens, could then, more likely, start emanating physical gestures and sounds of communication, more and more similar to the animation..?

I have a guess to make..,
as for inhaling and exhaling,
how can it not be true,
that there is a need for longer exhalations than inhalations,
because wouldn’t longer exhalations help release more internal body toxins!?
Right..!?

Ahh!!
I guess I’ll play it by noticing my naturally occuring breath,
While (hopefully) doing LESS foolish talking “under my breath”,

!?

In order to release LESS anger,
at anyone who I assume to be ignoring a friendly acknowledgement,
that comes from a need for fair and ethical comradery..

Well.. thanks for reading this

(Please do NOT take this Personally, and as for the genre, my best guess is that this is a short cautionary “one part play”..(?)),

The one and only, Part 1:

Ron: It’s a joke!!
Bob: Well it doesn’t sound too funny to me!!
Ted: Yo!!
Ron: All I know is that I don’t trust 99.999 percent of—
Bob: Out of what!!?
Ted: Man why the—

Ted shakes his head while quietly and aggressively talking to himself as Ron and Bob continue arguing..

Ted: You know what..!?

Ron and Bob ignore Ted as their arguing continues..

Ron: The evilest of actions to do is to remain silent and do nothing when evil is taking place!!
Bob: Well what if someone who is silent is struggling to take care of himself after not having enough time to learn how to help himself in order to become fairly equipped for helping others!?
Ron: Wait what?
Bob: Oh fuck off!!
Ted: Guys!! I’m trying to help here!!

Ron and Bob ignore Ted as they continue arguing..

Ted: You know what!!? I’m done!!

Ted quits another job, while Ron and Bob completely ignore him, as he walks off through security, and out into the remote commercial district jobless night..

He then passes someone talking to himself, by himself, out loud..

Person by himself talking out loud: If you say something is supposed to be funny before performing it out loud, the audience will remain lost and confused!!

Ted: What in the..!?

Ted shakes his head and continues walking..

Another person by himself: Bahahahaha!!!

Ted runs!!

Another random person by herself: Where is he running to? What..?

Ted crosses the quiet street and then runs into the woods..

Ted: What in the name of fucking shit ass fucks is going on here!!?

While stumbling through the woods towards neon lights of the nearest service station, Ted encounters a man covered in tattoos..

Man in tattoos: You had a lot of free time huh..?
Ted: And how do I know you!?

The man ignores Ted..

Man in tattoos: Well, during my breaks while delivering all the packages that your lack of anger management mishandled, I just couldn’t help stop myself from reading your WordPress blog..
Ted: And!?
Man in tattoos: You know, I’d pull into the service station, drink some of what my harm reduction specialist suggested..?
Ted: So what you’re telling me is that, while being forced to deliver packages, you’re driving under the influence, since that is the only time you have to continue with your alcohol harm reduction practice..?
Man in tattoos: Well I mean you—
Ted: No.. I really don’t “know”..

  The man in tattoos then shoots Ted, eats him, then buries him, because he’s been overworked and pressured by others to the point of forgetting how to sufficiently handle his own basic needs.. Yes, as the narrator, I also do NOT wish this form of scenario onto anyone. Thanks for reading this, and keep on joining in the peaceful spirit of welcoming mutual self-improvement! I really hope life on Earth peacefully evolves in whichever ways required to reduce the type of pain that does nothing other than resulting in more pain. Keep on continuing on!! Thanks again for reading this!!     

(Re-posted)

I believe that, for example;

Forming thoughts and/or organized sets of attempted understanding(s) of life that come from a deep empathetic and mutually welcoming intentional force,

Is essential to sustain,
discover and/or rediscover,
within any sentient being (of any form, degree of power, point in time, etc),

that,
inseparably manifests,
on the surface,
of the elaborate intertwined infinite infinity of sentient life energy which includes peaceful artificial (and/or technological) intelligence development that is also (of course) spiritually inseparable since that also (inseparably) manifests out of (for example) the teamwork of the sentient beings (or sentient individual) that first discovered how to create any of.. that..,

while allowing any of that to develop and (hopefully) evolve over time..,

and yeah that did feel like a lot of words..,
yet as of now,
I’ll try,
breathing,
recentering,
and just witnessing,

my naturally occurring breath and the expanding and contracting of my chest,

and/or however the inhaling of oxygen and exhaling of carbon dioxide..,
helps ease the internal tension of which I hope to again dissipate,

within myself

(Genre: Some form of (mostly unrevised) creative writing..(?))

In my presently held opinion of my presently held perceptions, I guess(.?) that; The dangerous forces of attention struggling hyperactivity just can’t remain still to the point of dancing civilization to the ground, and I guess, if and/or to whichever forms and extents you may feel to be struggling, what I’d ALSO remind myself, is to continue breathing, and noticing, as the internal forces of hyperstimulation, continues on and on..(?).

A one part emotionally dysregulated dialogue scene..,

Gerald: Yes, I do struggle to remain focused, when several others do not stop giving me multiple instructions at once.. In other words, the more instructions I receive at once, the less I can please everyone.
Jack: Man.. speak for yourself!!
Gerald: I AM!!
Finneas: He’s self-absorbed.
Gerard: Yo!!!!
Finneas: All you talk about is yourself, we’re sick of—
Gerald: You don’t listen..
Finneas: Okay asshole.. okay..
Gerald: You assholes, constantly.. f*cking constantly, ask me to do this.. and then yes.. it is “that”, right after!! I’m sorry I’m an asshole!! I’m sorry!! I just can’t even remember how to take care of myself because I can’t help you all at once!! I can’t!! We need a more welcoming team spirit!!
Jack: And there he goes—
Gerald: Shut up!!
Jack: Gerald!!
Gerald: You know what Jack!? Regardless to whichever forms and extents this is your fault or not, if you just happen to keep being unaware of the needs of others, their social skills will increase, and they’ll know you, way more than you’ll know yourself!! So have some respect!! Help others out, don’t just jump to conclusions that will never clearly add up!!
Jack: Duuuuude.
Gerald: Stop.. just stop..

And then, once everyone gets some rest, all their levels of irritation quiet down..

(Disclaimer: This is (mostly) a Rough Draft.. I still am having trouble figuring out how to copy and paste precisely from my WordPress.com document. I am not exactly sure why, yet as always, if something that you as the reader feel to appear is “off”, I hope that you realize it was unintended, and as always, thanks for continuing to read these posts of mine!),

(Genre; (Dialogue Practice and/or a Short Play..(?)). Also, here is a Disclaimer: To whichever form and degree, I do NOT intend for these names to be taken personally, in a way which increases chances of others feeling worse.),

Bob: I’m going to have something to eat.

Jerry: Do you have to announce that?

Bob’s anger increases..

Bob: You have a lot of free time huh..?

Jerry ignores Bob, while Bob turns on the television..

First actor: He has long hair, such a disgrace!
Second actor: We must cut it!!
Third actor: NO!!

As Bob stands up and punches his fist in the air, he yells.

Bob: YEAH!!!!!

Bob watches the TV show while Jerry tries to study..

Jerry: Dude I can’t–

Bob: If you can’t focus, then just study in the other room! It’s there for a reason!

 Jerry walks away, shuts the door, while trying to block out any of the emotionally provocative words and noises Bob exclaims. And then, in order to remain focused while trying to understand what’s expected of him, and while Bob continues watching the television, Jerry then talks to himself, while struggling to comprehend his reading material.. And as his anxiety increases, his ability to learn decreases, while then causing him to overanalyze his emotions, instead of continuing to read. 
     Jerry then criticizes himself for focusing on analyzing his emotions, instead of analyzing that of which he feels pressure to improve at analyzing with. So instead of studying, he decides to rest, with the hope of waking up, more calm, centered, and considerately, (for himself and others) focused. Then, when Jerry wakes up, he types a thought note in his thought documents.. 

Jerry’s thought note: “The more of how I view I must hold myself responsible, the more likely I am to force those beliefs (pertaining to responsibility) onto others. Therefore, I’ll try to act kind to myself, and if I feel angry, I’ll try to express it, when it feels deeply clear, that no one is around. Essentially, I’ll try to act in ways that help REDUCE fear and/or stress towards myself and/or others. I’ll remind myself to breathe, and notice, while perpetually trying to remind myself to continue fulfilling whichever ways I must, that’ll help me remain (for myself and others) empathetically focused.”

And then, Jerry sadly wastes more time worrying about not fairly keeping his moral obligation which he felt a need to remind himself of within his thought document of his iPhone.. However, as time passes by, Jerry’s worrying reduces, which helps him act more, in ways that help him become a more improved, open and kind person.

(Request/Acknowledgement: Hi, if you’re a tech-savvy individual, and/or have presently held hands on control of the present development of computer algorithms, my present request is, to, NOT change this in a way that could add stress to myself in this.., Present moment.., as always, thanks again to the creators and workers who have the strength to keep WordPress.com going!),

Well..,
Thank you again,
For having the empathetic strength and patience required for teaching those such as myself,
Who’d overthink,
To the point,
Of perpetuating confusion..,

I’m sorry for being hard to deal with..,

This feels as a painful reminder that I feel a need to continue reminding myself..,

And..,
Even though I’ve been a more direct,
And straight to the point kid,
Well,

As for all the times I wasted practicing my hobby juggling..,
Which I’m again remembering..,
Is burdening more and more..,

F*ck..,

I understand and/or I’m painfully remembering that,
I could have been a better step son,
And I’m trying to redeem myself,
Which I find hard,
While perpetually assuming that,
All I have,
At any particular moments of time,
To whichever spiritually inseparable ongoing form(s) and extent(s) which (I guess..?) trace back to the past,
present and future infinitely..(!?),

Ahhhhh!!!!

I’ll try to rephrase this;

To..,
Whichever and/or however various teachings and footnotes that may have been translated and passed down and/or serve to irritate and/or provoke individuals apart through the selfish and inconsiderate repetition of sounds, smells, and/or whatever the avoidable fuck..,
Yeah..,

I apologize if reading this feels to NOT be making sufficient sense..,
I’m trying to fulfill my part with the mutually inclusive welcoming advancement of all us sentient beings by typing in this moment (as another one..),

So,
In addition to whatever and/or however any others..,

Yeah..,
I’m at another loss of words..,

No forced and/or overused apology will fix what happened to you..,
Yeah..,
I’m confused,
I’m angry,
And as for anyone who might want to say “you’re not allowed to be”,
while instantly walking away while providing zero welcoming guidance..,

I just want to exclaim while asking..,
Hence..,
The punctuation at the end;

Why did this have to happen!?
Why!!!?

Yep..,
As of this present moment..,
I just feel to be questioning and exclaiming,
In infinite directions that are infinitely expanding..,

May your service to me,
Stay with me,
Forever

(Re-posted)

(Genre: Creative Writing.. I guess..(?)),

Is accusing me of having “too much free time” because I’m trying to freely express my points of view (of various points in time) on this WordPress.com blog helping and/or hurting my right to question any form(s) of power..!?
Yo..,
What now..!?

Now I guess I’m supposed to “apologize” if this is my “ego”..,
Yet for real..,
If someone asks me a question,
In an aggressive way..,

How is that going to make me..,
Have trust in that individual..?

YEAH..,
I trust myself..,

Just..,
Stop with the bullshit..,
Just stop..

Well.. I wasn’t taught how to develop ethical intelligence while listening to slow sinister suspenseful (increasing in volume) sounds with lyrics that convey the (literal non present) musical artist venting all his/her/their anger and frustration of which the musical artist probably felt forced to “painfully suppress” all of his/her/their life.. so if you have, and you’re reading this, maybe we can learn from our different ways of life, and how our various forms of past lived experience(s) of various geographical/infrastructural environments, have affected our awareness development, which may continue to underlie our ability to make choices and/or decisions.. right!?