Random thought: The more I worry, the less I take action, to prevent what I’m worrying about.. Random question: If the more that paying attention is regarded as “egoless”, then wouldn’t those who struggle paying attention more likely become oppressed, if failure to pay attention is more often interpreted as “deliberate”..(!?), Random.. I don’t know..(?), Yeah.. I don’t know how to conclude this.. I guess conclusions can infinitely expand in all directions..? huhhhh.. thanks again for reading!!

(As always, please do NOT get offended (and of course try NOT to take this personally).. Genre, Creative Writing in stanzas.. I would guess..(?)),

I guess that the words underneath here come from a deep feeling of fear..(?),
So here’s what I have to say;

Because a large part of me is still scared of people collectively misjudging and DELUSIONALLY uniting against me..,
well..,
as for anyone who that could be,
if anyone who might be reading this wishes to punish me for a reason that comes from..,
for example..,
(a different way of handling and/or reacting to everlasting externally changing geographic circumstances..),
well,
if one and/or many truly wish to harm me,
then please have sufficient consideration of my present pain tolerance,
pertaining to any form of pain..,
so..,
Is this request truly in vain..?
Well..
I hope not..
So..
just..
do not hurt others,
which I guess starts by NOT hurting our individual self..(!?),
because (in my belief (for example)),
the more how a person feels a need to treat his/her/their individual self,
the more likely that person will act the same way towards others..,
And is it always “fair”..,
How can we really “know”,
IF knowing is infinite..?

I hope that anyone reading this,
empathizes,
in a way that leads to less harm..,

Yep..,
I am certainly speaking for myself..,

However often,
I just get scared..,

Yes,
It still occurs within me,
And as usual,
Peaceful balance for myself and others I TRY to keep practicing,

Thanks again for the supportive help by kindly reading this

Do not take this personally..

and..

Speaking from my presently held opinion and preference.. Please,

do NOT force someone (such as myself) into a physically painful situation that you KNOW the person (including myself) can NOT handle!!

As in the title,

yes, I definitely feel it’s.. THAT SIMPLE..

(Genre: To be honest I’m not precisely sure..),

And a lot of what is underneath this most recent post (as of today), assuming that if you scroll down.. well, there’s a lot here to take out of context, to make someone like me appear “bad”, when I’m just another person.. thanks as always for reading!!

What if the more someone wishes to be a hero, the more the person will create pain to prove themselves..!?

I know..,

Terrifying!!?

Right!!?

(For one, please do NOT take this personally, and yes, the Genre: I guess.. is a short one part play..?)

The one and only part 1:

Yep, as the narrator of this, the state of the world is keeping me awake again..

Person #1: Okay, as for anyone who wants to insatiably excuse his/her/their torturing of others by conveniently referring to his/her/their actions as the “reptilian” part of his/her/their brain.. look, if any of you truly believe that you just “can’t control it”.. then, do NOT be cracking jokes when someone is dying.. It is called ethical consideration, which, sadly, a lot of us spiritually inseparable and socially interdependent beings appear to be DANGEROUSLY forgetting.. Yep, I know, crazy right..? And I know I’m scared and manic again, yet well, we keep going!
Person #2: I understand you know that you’re manic right now. I know you know. Yet you still have to remember to breathe.
Person #1: Okay.. okay.. thanks!!
Person #2: Inhale, exhale.

Person #1 nods his head extremely fast.. then Person #2 guides the breathwork exercise..

Person #2: Inhale, notice, exhale.
Person #1: Ahhhh..
Person #2: We’re recentering, and remaining focused.
Person #1: Thanks man.

(Here’s another post.. Even though (or if) it’s a bit manic and too unrevised, I still just wanted to share it.. therefore, I guess that the genre is “creative writing”.. yep. Thanks as always for the support!),

Yep.. a present ongoing guess that I have is that.. fear rewards bad behavior..(?), yep.. the more fear increases.. the more crippled and burdensome it might become to the bad forces that pressure fear to take care of itself.. it’s hard.. yep.. stay safe.. stay ethical, and yeah, a sufficient ongoing moral evaluation, just might be essential for myself as well.. I understand.. yeah, maybe I do need to “wake myself up” every once in a while.. yet I don’t always see the “big picture” clearer from a reprimand.. I don’t always remain more still either.. welp.. we keep going, breathing, while the emotions just keep passing as we depend on each other, and yep, I like to remind myself..

Okay.. again, this negativity is just so paralyzing, that it’s causing a part of me to selfishly focus on “me and my story”.. instead of just.. addressing what needs to be dealt with NOW.. huhhh.. yes!! We keep going!! All of us, of whatever, however.. I think you get the point man.. including that I like to repeat stuff.. because I need to ethically evaluate myself as well.. yep

(Genre: Creative writing/punctuation.. I guess..(?), And, thanks for reading, and yeah, I just did not have the additional patience for a clear, concise and/or thoughtful revision.., thanks again for your readership patience..),

Yes.. in my presently held opinion, it is okay to express emotions, yet, I would guess that.. the MORE kindness is assumed to come from an internal emotional place of dangerous manipulation, the MORE that people (and/or whoever it is..) truly fixates on this belief, will act nasty.. yep.. I do also feel “it’s crazy”.. and I really can’t tell if it’s “right”, therefore, I need sleep, stay safe, may you all have a good night..

(Re-posted)

Based on what I believe my internal perceptions are telling me;

The LESS that I trust others, the MORE I’ll speak in generalizations (if at all..)..,

yes,

the more that I receive multiple instructions at once,

the less clearly I’ll think,

alright..

thanks for reading,

as usual,

don’t take this personally,

thanks again..