(Genre: Creative Writing and/or (I guess rhyming(?)))

Will the cameras be used against me..?
Will they be pieced together of me in a montage of me directing disapproved emotional energy at no one,
created by elaborate higher forms of control to keep me controlled..?
With a video “thumbnail”,
that’ll just nail,
The opinions of others’ against me even more deeply..?

Will the cameras be used against me..?
Will the cameras help those who can no longer safely control themselves step down from power..?
Will all the cameras increase fear or help heal the hate directed towards those with zero control of possible upcoming painful catastrophe..?
Which might be keeping deadly culprits invisible continually..?

Will anyone truly broaden their internal peaceful practice to actually avoid this!!?
Can we like,
Balance our personal issues while healing world issues..?

I’m not feeling too hopeful,
And I hope that feeling passes among the inseparable social/geographical/organizational sentient current that affects my feelings,

As for now,
Once again I remain with seemingly elaborate forms of uncertainty,
Once again I guess this comes down to hoping to deal with the physical form I’m in,
while within,
the perpetual present location..,

I don’t have a conclusion

What if the broadest definitions sink down to directionless vagueness..?

What if the belief that “more words always implies ‘more’ intelligence” leads to deeply scattered disorganized thinking..?

Then what ?

(Genre: Creative Writing)

Imagine if,
More talking was always viewed as “higher intelligence”,
Or (imagine if) the “more” someone talks,
the “more intelligent” they’d be interpreted and translated as,
without question..(?),

So I guess that a more elaborately worded hypothetical could possibly be described as;

Those who feel oppressed and scared,
Would be talking about how the person above them does lots of talking,
While that person above them talks about how their superior does “all the talking”,
All while watching a hierarchy of excessive distractionary unconscious fear-based commentary..,
(yes, while awake..),

And..,
All without realizing,

How to come closer to a needed peaceful social understanding,
That’s more inclusive,
Less divisive,
Yet more consistently maintained,
Without certain unconscious emotionally driven words,
Snowballing into dramatic media bullshit that causes horror far beyond the definition of the word “bullshit”,
While the true inclusive sentient interdependent improvements we could all be making,
remain falling apart and/or more easily shattered apart,
Because the emotional distribution process center,
Suppressed itself,
Got more and more labeled,
With resulting side effects that made everyone so selfish and insecure,
Which even spread to the forces of security,
Which made civilized society come crashing down,
All accidentally,

Yep..,
Where’s the real positivity ?

When fancy words boil down,

To more basic words,

Of internal beliefs,

That I initially failed to communicate,

To which extents..(?),

Does that add too,

Irritation,

Frustration,

And/or whichever similar sounding rhymes that distract my attention..?

And to which extents,

Does that cause other forces of deliberation,

To..,

Irritate my more than irritated senses,

Into,

What appears as,

An excuse for those forces of deliberation,

To either prescribe and/or peer pressure me into balancing,

What their present perceptions tell them is my,

“chemically imbalanced” so-called “solution”..

In whichever form and to whichever degree,
Do figures represented within my typed speech visually piece together properly..?

If not,
as usual,
I hope others react to what I try to communicate peacefully considerately,
And of course mutually,
for both of our safety

Okay if someone I typed here came across the wrong way..,
Please give me the (as many I hear say) “benefit of the doubt”,

Even if my present impression appears “full of shit”..,
I’d still like to share that I feel that;

May more and more of us peacefully dismantle hateful unconscious toxic emotional language and/or pronounciation barriers..,
and even if one person says one thing,
then horrifically says and/or does something else,

may we remember that,
in some way,
all groups of elaborate identities,
have forces of pain and healing,

So yes,
I hope healing works,

And I apologize if that sounded arrogant,
However,
I just thought I’d post this

Although I feel that there’s nothing wrong with moderation,

I still feel that,
if I excessively write stuff down,
I might increase chances of losing my awareness in words,
to a degree,
in which I dangerously lose touch with what presently surrounds me,

Yet again,
I still believe in writing,
and/or however words are necessarily pieced together,
in moments that my present perceptions might regard as most deeply necessary,

And,
Even if one’s talking is “brilliant”..,
Yes,
Sometimes letters and words might significantly help remind us of what can help..,

Right?

How can someone who’s emotionally damaged within,
Sharpen peripheral awareness for good,
If the individual believes that he/she/they has done “no wrong”..?

Sometimes my emotional and sensory overloaded intensity just..,
Does not know what’s truly going on

I fear that;
If I remain polite and still too much of the time,
while if all the spirit is sucked out of me as I remain still,
(assuming there’s zero magic pill (for example..)),
I might more likely painfully degenerate..(?),

And even if several others who may read this won’t helpfully relate,

Well..,
I wish for real and/or authentic hope as usual..,
such as,
That manifesting as,
And remaining as,
infinitely inseparable from an infinite harmlessly blissful,
morally considerately manifesting,
infinitely improving energy field,

I guess(?) that it’s sufficiently reasonable for me to ask that;
How do I develop an internal peaceful shield,
As I yield,
..,
Upcoming perpetually manic,
Emotionally dysregulated and sensory overloaded traffic..(?),
If my present confidence won’t manifest,
within the large amount of hopelessly reckless, unconscious driving forces,
of craziness..?

And I’m not really sure how to end this..?

Is it..?
Well..,
since I presently feel to need enough sleep for my internal sensory and emotional regulation,
I think I’ll try to forget following deeply analytical paths of trying to “perfectly understand”,
As I just notice,
While whichever inevitable life forces force of me,

While (in my present belief),
They remain inseparable from me

(Genre: Creative Dialogue (I guess..(?)))

Thought: If I were to grind up those balancing chemicals to sniff them into the frontal lobe of my brain, would they adequately clear my anxiety to focus quick enough to submit the application fastest..?

Confusion: Dude, I don’t know..

Thought: Or wouldn’t the chemically balancing oxygen go to my lungs first..? So, is whether I start my inhalation through my mouth or nose even relevant..?

Confusion: Like I said I—

Thought: But what if—

Confusion: I don’t know!!?

Thought: Well as for the exhalations—

Confusion: Just don’t exhale in anyone’s face!!

Thought: Wasn’t implying that.. Just the exhalations need to be longer to reduce internal tension right?

Confusion: I DON’T KNOW!!!

Thought: But what if—

Confusion: Oh my.. guuuuuhhhod!