Shit..,
This OCD is in me..,
Maybe some remaining insecurity from a culture with a highly competitive mentality..?
This toxic numbers posting game is narrowing my creatively..,
It’s my ego just wanting to score higher than whatever it sees as “inferior”,
It’s “crowd pleasing performance” will teach nothing..,
It will just try to “show” something..,
Which I feel will be obvious yet on a higher obvious level,
This numbers game just has no lessons to offer as truly helpful..,
Well..,
I just..,
Hope it passes,
I hope that once again,
I can be sufficiently clear from any obsessive insecure pressure,
To..,
Post in ways so much helpfully deeper
Zach Dana Writing 