Hiding It

I feel that,
No matter how good most of us are,
At hiding our anger,
(And/or whatever nefarious intention(s)..),
Well..,

Some may more often fail to control it,
And crush their reputation in public,

While others,
Have developed,
The self-control,
To keep on hiding it,
And will then,
Unleash it,
Once the made it,

Whether once they get a big enough supportive following,
To get that promotion,
To try winning that election..,

Huhhh..,

Shit,
Since I feel I just can NOT instantly change it,
Well,
Once again,
I guess I’ll try to focus,
On my inhale and exhale,

Ahhhhhhhhhh