I try to be a good person,
Then often feel to remain left on the spot..,
Such as,
Trying to politely join with others who,
(As I tend to guess..),
ethically inclusively want to increase pain tolerance,
Yet too often (for example),
I feel to remain with increasing confusion,
Fear and intimidation,
I’m like..,
“What are several other’s real intentions!!?”,
Maybe they’ll just view my typing as “perpetually wanting attention”..(?),
Must I really apologize for that harmless assumption!?
And yet..,
I (however often) feel to NOT know..,
How the uncontrolled effects of my presence has on others,
of variously different,
perpetually elaborate,
cause and effect circumstances..,
?