Person #1: You still live with your mom!?
Person #2: Because I care about my family.
Person #1: Dude.. like.. why!?
Person #2: Because it would appear deeply self-absorbed to be filming rap music videos on an Artificial Turf rooftop.
Person #1: What if you had no money?
Person #2: What if all you had was excuses about the TV taking away your cisgender autistic confidence that you used your whole life to guilt others into working for your ego. We’re trying to inclusively give it up here!!
Person #1: Man I have been working.
Person #2: Where!? Some storage facility while taking shit about your co-workers while wiping your multi-identified executive’s ass!?
Person #1: Stop being a bitch..,
Person #2: Have some common sense will yuh!!?

Person number #1 sits in “saza” or whatever you call it, as the highly aware, flamboyant forces of theatrical narcissism beat Person #2’s ass..

For example,
I use the phrase (lol) and/or “laughing out loud” to keep stuff lighthearted so ZERO flamboyant egomaniac fascists become pointlessly dangerously offended because of my kind honesty,

May we take stuff lightly INSTEAD to a deeper level of pain,
May we seek to live and morally ascend for our open-minded causes INSTEAD of our past pulling us downward,
May what needs to be addressed ONLY be addressed when sufficiently necessary,

Once again..,
Instead of more false alarms,
Why not empathetically work together to truly REDUCE harm

?

Random Thought: When the engine’s become revved to give me MORE anxious attention deficit disorder that I worked hard to REDUCE for the safety of myself and others, I have often felt additional anger, and I have to make sure, that the anger, does NOT cause more disorder that ALL our ancestors of diverse identities worked to create, and well, can we really move to better days with all this hate, so if we’re trained to block out an emotional current that (according to me) INevitably flows within us, then just where we’re our emotions take us..?

If the majority of those at the bottom of the social class hierarchy communicate in ways that are most essential, then, communication from the bottom class may rise, to the top of the class..(?), Is this correct..? Or is it hard to tell where essential communication flows from..? My guess is that it is hard to tell.

Some people might be misunderstanding and talkin the shits,
because their JEALOUSY makes their victim mentality believe that everyone is “having fun while deliberately EXCLUDING them”..,
and if this is the case,
may we peacefully assert ourselves

Let the cool kids run the show,
Let the cool kids make their more “advanced” decisions,
Let the cool kids lead by a mutually helpful example,
Let the cool kids hold others accountable,

Let the weirdos speak for themselves,
Let the weirdos show us what NOT to do,
Let the weirdos tell us their background and story,

Let us remember,
Change occurs over time,
There’s an UNderstandable reason and/or occasional coincidence under whichever action(s),

I feel it is hard fulfilling fair and moral expectations among various toxic instantly gratifying temptations,

Huhhh..,
So much frightening complications

As long as success necessitates working together,
Well,
How can we balance careers and friendships..(?),
How can we NOT lose focus while sustaining the ship..(?),
How can we remain balanced and NOT fall into the pain feeding lava!!?

Ahhh!!

Genre: Abstract Fiction (I guess..(?)),

My arrogant advice tells me:

“To courageously work to help STOP the FAKE profitable forced treatment mental health “history” from continuing,
To STOP with the ‘my story’ justification(s) with the UNpredictably manic LACK of anger management,
To keep putting the pieces together INSTEAD of once again becoming sucked in another sinking sand (off track) fancy pointlessly ‘insightful’ introspective analytical tangent..,

My arrogant advice (Instead) goes on a tangent:
And I feel I,
must keep trying to keep remembering,
To accept that stuff just keeps painfully changing,

My arrogant advice tries to Conclude:
Can we really,
Permanently “eradicate” it..?
Or must we better remember to change how we relate to it..?

My arrogant advice,
Never,
Finds anything nice,

My arrogant advice tries to sound “SMART”:

It narcissistically asks for itself and questions for insatiable attention such as:
“Does the cold keep me restless since waving my arms to create friction with the fresh air keep me warm?”
It just appears to..,
Never piece its alleged “insights” together in a morally forward direction..,
Because its narcissistic forces,
Have NOT healed its internal emotionally accumulated micro-traumatic historic roots that added into its ‘emotionally traumatic history’ which it uses for excuses,
If insatiably seeking attention,
And it’ll selfishly calibrate how to arrive at its next socially experimental destination,

The abstract forces of EVIL that must NEVER control the totality of my internal awareness NOR external actions as for how to powerfully handle certain situations:
‘Send all the 100 percent human impact climate change deniers to Mars so they can play with their Monster Trucks, dirt bikes and quads, and it ‘does NOT matter’ what their surface physical appearance looks as, NOR their gender/sexual identity history’,

The GOODNESS:

“Prepare for what is inevitably to come,
Before getting any hard copy books published, Remember to receive approval from the courageous woodworkers,
Random figure(s) of speech in addition to other forms and/or degrees of ethical and/or UNethical usages of the RIGHT to Free Speech:
May we (peacefully within ourselves) remember to compassionately remember viewpoints contrary to the mainstream,
May we learn how to swim to avoid danger in the most ethical ways we see as fit,
May we REDUCE internal pain through LESS resistance of Inevitable drowning,
At some point,
We just might have to accept that our fancy ‘insightful’ exclusive breathing patterns may no longer heal us,

If you FAIL to help sustain within yourself the clear internal peace needed to help and be there for yourself,
You will NOT be able to be there for others,

The brilliant evildoers may in some implicit and/or explicit form and degree,
Possibly horrifically brilliantly,
With their timing and manipulative emotionally aware energy may say:
‘Our inailable right to ‘survival of the fittest’ allows us to do what our most basic present needs see as necessary, which may entail lies and manipulation’,
‘And anyone who we put our trust in, we give power to, and we fear vulnerability’,

Response to the forces of the evil emotional/physical/cognitive energy Fields:

‘Those are just their insatiable egotistic fake ‘intellectual’ excuses,

Just remember to breathe and remain focused to develop yourself intellectually for yourself among what’s ethically (and/or fairly) in your control among sentient reality’”,

And..,

“Always try to discover/rediscover a continually sustained needed form and/or degree of ethically logical awareness”

My figurative Paranoia says:
If ego forces arise to the top of their internal emotional awareness authority,
I hope they do NOT want to torture me,
Nor brilliantly,
Be quick-witted,
To make me so deeply and hilariously paranoid as a way to “repay” their “generosity”,

Will the ego fire within any of them take this personally and then have them horrifically come after me..(?),
Saying I’m “sorry” for not joining will (I’d guess(?)) NOT save me,

Well,
To NOT burden their profoundly courageous goodness,
I’ll just once again try to learn how to remain safe,
From my own Fire,

Sadly,
I presently feel I:
Can NOT promise I’ll properly inspect it,
Can NOT promise I’ll clear enough distracting emotions to QUICKLY and SAFELY clearly comprehend it,

I just,
Will do all my deeper internal sentient physical awareness tells me,
To build up any newly needed pain tolerance,
Within whichever frightening degrees,

Unfortunately,
It just feels painfully easier said

I feel that many of us FAIL to realize too often, may say:

Internal Critical Mind: “Instead of working to construct a space automobile to INclusively travel dimensions,
Why NOT focus on stuff we already know..(?),
Such as waste more time learning POINTLESSLY more about our narcissistic unique story..”,

Rational Observant Mind: “Let’s just settle on what is presently most TRULY needed to carry our inseparable spirit forward”.

Internal Critical Mind: So just fucking do it!!

More compassionate deeper awareness: May you not lose focus on what you need to do in this exact moment and NOT become derailed by internal NOR external verbal altercations, NOR worse.