Always Missing More

Due to bad experiences that have worsened my already worse learning, social and emotional challenges:

I’m always missing more,
As a result,
From life,
I get less,

I can’t just breeze through it,
Make jokes that everyone loves and play the big funny idiot,
Because I am literally that,

And others are lucky that they don’t have to struggle with that,
Yet,
They don’t like me,
Because they don’t understand it,

I don’t know how much longer I can put up with this painful bullshit,
At least,
I haven’t yet lost it

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