Sucks

Toxic energy says..
“He’ll be back”,
And if I don’t show up,
As you may expect,
It’ll sneak in,
For the attack,

It’ll guilt me,
Over the slightest,
most microscopic,
Imperfection,
Which it can,
See,
That I can’t,

As it fills me,
As it criticizes me,
As it,

Sucks,

Peace and equanimity,
Out of me,

I presently feel that,
It sucks,
Rationality into,
Irrationality,
Peaceful coexisting difference,
Into,
Stereotypes,
Into,
not trusting,
Anybody,

Toxic energy makes me not trust myself,
It makes me,
Assuming I’m understanding this accurately,
Want to be saved,
By instilling a belief in me,
That I can’t do it on my own,

I hope,
Or wish,
If this post were to spread,
That it does NOT,

Reinforce any toxic..

Force,

And I had to say that,
Since..
Evidently..

I often assume this to be a common force,

Yes..
Hopefully it cleanses,
More of the dominating underlying force