Don’t know what’s the best way to proceed down ?
As for finding the words to describe this I don’t know..?
I think I know,
But feel too uncertain,
No matter which way I choose to..
Yes I know you know I was going to end that with “GO”..
I want to fit in with those around me,
WHAT’S THE BEST FOR ME??
If most aren’t “enlightened” enough of the time..
Do I risk trying to better or further “enlighten” myself..
Can I succeed at “what’s best for me”,
“Alone in my efforts”?
Assuming I won’t ever find a helpful trustworthy “like-minded” community..,
I wish someone could just..
Make it clear for me,
So I could just do what..
Will preferably free me from all this damn unconsciously built-up insecurity,
Or free me of enough “unconsciousness”,