Eyes on my Mind

I didn’t sleep last night,
So,
I’m prepared for my mind to speed up,

Yet I must avoid it’s dangerous currents and undertow,
Because,
If others with more power fearfully misinterpret my behavior,
Who knows where I’ll go!!?
Who knows where their fear of me will take me?

My mind is unconscious,
And so are many other minds who have more power and influence over me,
Although it says I’m free,
Their unconscious fear still seeks power over me,

So,
I must watch my mind as it’s speeded up,
I must watch my breathing and inner body sensations,
Because since my mind is derailed,
It must not be the only one,
Navigating my awareness,

I will once again,
Try to give it rest,

So I can more regain center,
To at least feel somewhat better