I already Know

I already know,
That my level of sensitivity,
Makes stuff harder for others,
Yet especially,
Me,

I was an easy target,
Been hurt,
And carry a lot of insecurity,
Which makes me shatter easily,

And causes others to not like me,
And get even more mad at me,
Due to my level,
Due to my type,
Of high sensitivity,

I’ve talked about it a lot,
Such as in my post called,
“Hypersensitivity”,
And evidently,
This remains,
A painful challenge for me,

I wish I found it easier,
To,
Use my sensitivity in ways that’ll further benefit me,
Such as expanding my sensitive awareness,
Instead of getting derailed emotionally,

So damn easily,
So damn frequently,

Evidently I feel to have been recently,
Grappling,

With the sensitivity,

I carry and struggle to clear,

Within me