When I’ve tried,
To keep it real,
I’ve felt damaged and hurt by others,
As a result of trying to communicate,
How I believe,
I truly felt,
When I’ve tried,
To keep it real,
I felt the energy I then been experiencing,
Gave the wrong impression(s),
Gave the wrong understanding(s),
And instead,
Became,
damagingly,
Misleading,
When I’ve tried,
To keep it real,
I felt what I was hoping others would actually hear,
Was instead confusing,
And caused them to instead,
Not want to be around me,
Even more than previously,
When I’ve tried,
To keep it real,
Instead of trying to feel less alone,
With how I believe to feel,
I’ve felt even worse,
And I’ve felt instead of feeling rewarded for my pain,
I just became closer to derailing,
And becoming more deeply,
(As you may guess(?)),
Insane