How I say It

I feel:

They often say,
“It’s not what you say,
It’s how you say it”,
Yet,
Many,
After so much struggling,
Just..,
Do NOT welcome me,
Into,
Their,
Personal,
Self-improvement circle,

Huhhh..,

So much just still sticks with me,
It inhibits and limits me,
And it stands out so clearly,

So..,
Of course many would NOT want to hang around my insecure energy,
I feel,
They would much rather be in their comfort zones of those comfortably on the same page,
Free from learning disabled emotional-hyper-alert and/or non-mainstream reactive people like me,

Regardless of what I say,
Because of my energy,
I frequently feel they,
Gravitate away,

..,

Well,
I’ll just,

Keep going throughout my day,
Finding and trying to cope in ways I see fit,

And,
When I consistently remember it,

I must,
Remember,
My,
Strong,
Spirit,

Ahhhhhh