Arising Energy

Oh I feel the scabs being ripped off,
Oh I feel others insecure hurtful energy being blasted at me,
From some who used to hurt me,
And rip the scabs off of what I was then trying to heal to the best of my then present ability,

Oh I hope the painful energy,
Does NOT ONCE AGAIN derail me,

I do the best of what I know,
Yet,
It feels to be an excessive painful challenge repeatedly,

Regardless of what IS to come,
I wish for,
Something,
Reasonably less painful,
Or just something,
That just,
Feels good,
That’ll last infinitely longer,

And longer

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