Exhausting

I want processing to be healing,
NOT,
Exhausting,

So,
If I’m becoming exhausted,
If there’s tension that’s building,
I’d say I might as well,
Take a look at,

How I’m practicing,

If deepening understanding is causing inner tightening,
If I notice tension arising,
Well,
I just may need,
To look and/or respond differently,

For reasons such as,
My inner experiences underlie everything I emanate externally,
So (I feel) it’s crucial,
For expanding my present life appreciation,
As well as awareness and alertness needs for survival,
That I meet my internal development needs,
Sufficiently,
Properly,
Continually..,

And others may feel I’m being “too serious”,
Well..,
I can’t save them from remaining delirious